hi.. feeling unhappy again.. u know sometime my friend always say i very cheerful always smiling... ya that's true but behind those smile is a tears, sadness, unhappy, hopeless, darkness... i always hid those behind that smile coz i dun wan them to know , i dun wan to put those thing on them . i always thought i can handle it and say ' im nt scare..' when i really am ... he toke away the light .. he ran away with the flash light , lock me in a dark room and toke the key.... im lost again....no one to guide me no one to take my hand .. no one to hug me .....no one can hear me ...no one know the other me is crying ..... in pain ... and the other me stop believing ....... the other me is trying to break through the door im trying my best to hold on to it so i wouldn't show it . will u come back ? unlock the door , hold on to my hand and hug me tightly again...and promise you will never leave me again... i dun think so...someday my smile wouldn't hold the sadness any longer someday it will have no more power and my sadness will come out ..............and no one can stop it ..someday i will have to say bye to this smile ....my heart is bloody ...... can you heal it ?
P.S. very depressing blog ....sorry ...
great look what i find after posting this blog
msg from him ... wish i could take more photo of it .........crying....
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